Green Question Mark ???

Old Post - I think 3.5 years old.. Thought of publishing it today :)

Green Question Mark..... Great! Does the color signifies the Life or the question signifies My Life - Mystery!!

Life:

7:0 am - Wake-up
7:35 am - Take dogs for warning walk to the park
7:55 am - Think about "To COOK or To not COOK"
8:30 am - Make-up
8:45 am - Dress-up
9:00 am - Run to the car ; feel relieved if tyres are not deflated.
9:30 am - Store shutter-up
7:45 pm - Leave the store .. driving begins......
8:30 pm - Reach home , take dogs to park
8:55 pm - finally enter the house properly n relax
9:00 pm - Watch tv... and "To COOK or To not COOK"

The Question remains the same  -  

Green Question Mark..... Great! Does the color signifies the Life or the question signifies My Life - Mystery!!

I was Jealous!

That feeling of jealousy came back to me after a looong loooong time.
It suddenly hit me.. that I was jealous of her!

No apparent reason. Till date I had never felt insecured about him or felt any reason to be worried. The comfort is the "Thing" of our relationship, But when I saw him talking to her more.. I felt neglected. I didn't like it. Acting all pretty.. that female.. I think it was very evident that didn't like her the moment I saw her. The reaction was instantaneous. Everyone teasing and telling me she was his crush .. the uncomfortable feeling..I was happy to know that place was closing for the day where we were supposed to go..she to come along, but Yessss she left early :) ..else how long would I have held it?

That feeling of jealousy came back to me after a looong loooong time.
It suddenly hit me...that I was jealous of her.

To be or Not to be..

This is the question of my life. It seems like a never ending puzzle that will never be sorted. Sometime I get a feeling that all is well and there it is - the new beginning!
And suddenly......Wooaaassssshhhhh!!! All gone.

Such is life, I suppose.
Then there is a question of hope, that never dies in my case. May be I am insanely stupid and idiotically optimistic, but that's what keeps me going. The God is the real accountant that keeps a track of what you have done and what you didn't. It's the real source of energy that tells me, I can still conquer the World! I just might be a little slow than I thought and a little broken from here and there. But in the end, it's going to be Worth it! 

Wish You a Happy Change ...

A Change is what I have been witnessing all this while...
A Change is what I have been wishing for all this while..
A Change is what I welcome now!!

Its not the best..but it's the Best I can have at the moment..and I cherish it... I thank God for this :)

It's really not about what you can quantify.. and say mine is better than yours... but it's about what is meant for you. Something that can suit only to you. I am feeling that and the feeling is Awesome :)

When I get up in the morning, I have all the energy and enthusiasm to look forward to the wonderful day I am going to have. I still get cold feet at times and feel the unsettling feelings, but then the thought pops-up in my mind, it's OK. And even if it is not.. It's OK :)

All I hope is to be able to hang on to this thin rope of hope for the rest of my life and be grateful to the God Almighty and my parents for giving me this wonderful life!!

Sunny day

A Beautiful sunny morning!

Waking up early morning...trying to excersise...some jumping here & thr while looking at some wierd musical aerobics...then a loooong warm shower.... still having time to roam around here & thr after getting dressed..

A nice healthy breakfast.

A hot cup of tea...exactly at the time i needed it...standing in the balcony holding that cup in hand...sipping slowly and watching the sun-rise..

Cool & calm sunrays on my face...trying to soak every thing pretty around me....

That is how my morning was...

A nice Sunny morning.... wid lovely rays falling on my face...filling my heart wid its warmth...

A Beautiful sunny morning!

The complications of life seem to be never ending.... One moment you feel everything is going to be OK..

and the next moment your world seems to be Crashing!!

The other day a thought came in to my mind which is the status of my Gmail chat these days " Life is an UNSOLVABLE Puzzle". But I need instant relief and desperately need few of the untangled strings to straighten out.

Waiting for the God's Grace!!

HeAd AchE !!!

I am having head ache coz I've not spoken for ages...

Others have it coz I open my mouth to speak...

Such a dull day it is today... I am bored...

Bored of sitting here idle...just feel like doing anything.. Longing to lie down straight to ease this back ache...

It was so hard today to get out of the bed... Just didn't feel like coming for work.

I need a break... I need to relax... I need to rejuvenate...

I want to go to a Spa...I want to go for a Bungee Jumping.... I want to play with water in a pool...

I want to just lie down on a beach... or immerse myself in the salty sea-water...

I want to to sit on the steepest nook of a hill and scream my lungs out...

I want to be FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.............!!!!!!!!

I Want to FLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.....................!!!!!!!!!!!!